Peace Train

Now I've been happy lately,
thinking about the good things to come
And I believe it could be,
something good has begun

Oh I've been smiling lately,
dreaming about the world as one
And I believe it could be,
some day it's going to come

Cause out on the edge of darkness,
there rides a peace train
Oh peace train take this country,
come take me home again

Now I've been smiling lately,
thinking about the good things to come
And I believe it could be,
something good has begun

Oh peace train sounding louder
Glide on the peace train
Come on now peace train
Yes, peace train holy roller

Everyone jump upon the peace train
Come on now peace train

Get your bags together,
go bring your good friends too
Cause it's getting nearer,
it soon will be with you

Now come and join the living,
it's not so far from you
And it's getting nearer,
soon it will all be true

Now I've been crying lately,
thinking about the world as it is
Why must we go on hating,
why can't we live in bliss

Cause out on the edge of darkness,
there rides a peace train
Oh peace train take this country,
come take me home again


Copyright: Cat Stevens 1971


Signing Off 00:38

So much going on

If I actually sat down and blogged at least once a week like I would like to then I'd be a happier person. Last time I posted was last month! Lame...I know...Well I guess I should update on the last month or so then....

So far so good....haven't fallen down yet this month....not so the last 2 years....

I've been a AEMT-CC for a year as of July 31st! (Still trying to figure out where I fit in and how to use my skills to help and not just waste the patient's time) But as with anything else it takes time....I didn't get comfortable with my basic skills until I was a tech for 2 or 3 years. So I guess by the time I am ready for my refresher I should be ok!

August 10th, 2010 was Midnight and Lola's 11th Birthday!  Can't believe the fur babies are 11 already!  Happy Birthday girls!!

Unfortunately August 26th was the 14th anniversary of Gram's passing....I know she is keeping an eye on me and she reminds me that she is still around every once in awhile.  :)  Thanks for still being there in spirit Gram....I love you and miss you so much. 

That brings me to the end of the month!  This past Saturday the 28th we had Sooie and James' engagement party at the LVFD!  What a great time and it was fabulous meeting his family!

Well I think I hit all the major stuff for the month.  I am going to try really hard to blog at least once a week from now on....we'll see how THAT goes....

signing off.....for now...... :)    

Signing Off 00:34

blah

been feeling kinda blah lately. hate everything. no energy. just feel lousy. don't even want to go to calls any more.

what the hell is wrong with me?

blog again when my mood improves.


Signing Off 23:44

blogging from the car!

So I have discovered that blogger has a mobile site which will now allow me to blog from my blackberry! This will make it easier to pour out my insanity to my readers from wherever I am! So look for more blogs coming as I explore this new avenue. I'm headed over to my Mom's house to take her out for lunch and then see what the day brings us.
I am going to share one deep insight into what I have learned this 4th of July weekend. Ok, that sounds reasonable enough.
I pondered this question for all of 2 1/2 minutes and discovered that I HAVE AN EXTRA DAY OFF THIS WEEK!! Yea for me!!! Hopefully I will get something accomplished other then sitting on my ass tomorrow!

Happy Birthday USA!!!!

Signing Off 13:06

speaking of....

NOTHING HERE MAKES ANY SENSE PART 1

life
what is life? how do you define it?
is just BEING good enough?
should you try to improve your being?
are you good enough as you are?

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i like being who i am,
i've gotten quite used my being in the last 30 years
what would come about if i couldn't stand myself?
would i change into someone else or
would i continue to hate myself?

at least that's one person i don't have to worry about


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things to change part 1:

my bad attitude
intolerance of stupidity
people's inability to handle the simplest tasks without fucking up
the way the planets are aligned
the surface of the sun
the way the sun makes my hair burning hot when i've sat in the car for awhile on a hot day
certain people's immaturity and pure disregard for others
my brown eyes
the spot on the rug of unknown origin

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live life to the best of my ability
take things as they come and go
don't worry so damn much
i'm in love with my air conditioner
bed head is bad news
what matters at noon doesn't necessarily matter at 3am
loves makes the heart grow
understanding is understandable


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Signing Off 00:30

Aura color meanings

This is way interesting!

http://www.reiki-for-holistic-health.com/auracolormeanings.html


Signing Off 00:04

Wind On Sea by Anuna

The song is beautiful but I can't find any link of the song to post but here are the words.....very haunting and poetic......


Ailiu iath nErenn...

I am the wind that breathes on the sea
I am the wave, wave on the ocean
I am the ray, the eye of the sun
I am the tomb, cold in the darkness

Who but I can cast light upon the meeting of the mountains?
Who but I will find the place where hides away the sun?

I am a star, the tear of the sun
I am a wonder, a wonder in flower
I am the spear as it cries out for blood
The word of great power
I am the wind that breathes on the sea

Who but I can cast light upon the meeting of the mountains?
Who but I will cry aloud the changes in the moon?
Who but I will find the place where hides away the sun?

I am the depths of a great pool
I am the song of the blackbird
I am wind that breathes on the sea

Who but I can cast light upon the meeting of the mountains?
Who but I will cry aloud the changes in the moon?
Who but I will find the place where hides away the sun?

Ailiu iath nErenn...

From the breeze on the mountain to the lake of deep blue
From the waterfall down to the sea
Never changing or ending on the voice of the wind
Sing the dark song of Erenn to me

Ailiu iath nErenn...


Signing Off 00:04